this
comment from Alice Walker and i liked the imagery, the consciousness
of what she describes about heartbrokenness...She speaks of Heart in
the sense of heartfulness. I love how resilient words are, how they
can be used like an artist uses paints. I know the process she
describes, as do most of us. hmmmmm
Alice's
reference to Pema Chodron and the wind blowing through ones
heart-that is the sensation that feels unavailable to me when i think
of war. What i find is almost a constant opportunity lately to
breathe, calm, connect and hold openness, stillness. I am getting
insights into how the past few years' experiences have taught me what
it is to feel the moment, rather than "other sensations"
that are future/past/fear/control based.
Alice
Walker(reply to an interviewer): You know, what are hearts for?
Hearts are there to be broken, and I say that because that seems to
be just part of what happens with hearts. I mean, mine has been
broken so many times that I have lost count. But it just seems to be
broken open more and more and more, and it just gets bigger. In fact,
I was saying to my therapist not long ago, "You know, my heart
by now feels open like a suitcase. It feels like it has just sort of
dropped open, you know, like how a big suitcase just falls open. It
feels like that."Instead of that feeling of having a thorn
through your heart, that feeling Pema Chodron talks about in tonglen
meditation, you have a sense of openness, as if the wind could blow
through it. And that's the way I'm used to my heart feeling. The
feeling of the heart being so open that the wind blows through it. I
think that is the way it's supposed to feel when you're in balance.
And when you get out of balance, you feel like there's no wind,
there's no breeze, there's just this rock and it has a big thing
sticking through it. I don't know how you get from one feeling to the
other, except through meditation, often, but also activism, just
seeing what needs to be done in the world, or in our families, and
just start doing it.
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